oh my today really came as a surprise. was totally totally not expecting or mentally ready to go on court. and well i didnt play as well as i ought to considering how impt it was for me to prove myself. but i did screw up a little. i sorta did quite the best at the moment but def could have worked harder. just have to cross my fingers for the nxt few matches? haha maybe the damn vicious cycle will start again. oh well one wk :) we did lose like hell. damn. but mich was right about the teamspirit part. today was prob the time when we showed the most desire to fight as a team. maybe thats what a tough match brings out. now we just have to put the team spirit part together with the technically physically performing part together and it will all work :) go rj netball!! raffles!

i am really grateful for getting today's chance on court. wish i was more ready to take it up. but still happy :)

kissandtell
7:24 AM